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Infinite Possibility

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For those of you who have followed me on Deviant you may know that I have for many years explored the potential control I have over my own body. Every now and then I post self portraits and reflections about the shots. This one was taken 2 days before my 50th birthday. Whilst there are many 50 year olds with more defined bodies than mine this particular shot is one that I am very proud of.

I have never been an elite genetic and through much of my life have carried far less tone than I have been satisfied with. However for about the last 10 or so years I have experimented with the concept of using my mind to firstly accept and then improve the things I am not physically happy with about myself. Whilst I have continually improved my diet and varied my exercise programme I feel that by far the biggest improvements with my physique have occured through developing a more accepting and open minded way of thinking.

For most of my life I have felt a great need to prove myself and an equally great fear of being rejected or judged as less. Whilst I still have a way to go I am far more self accepting and less compeditive than at any other time in my life. I am also finding that the less stressed I am about life that the healthier and more aesthetically pleasing my body is becoming. Further the more I am improving physicaly the more confidence I am getting that my attitude can improve all areas of my life.

In general I am trying to put no limits on what is possible in my life. To open my heart and mind to more clearly realise what it is I most desire. Like most of us my upbringing was very powerful in  directing me towards what I thought I needed and also what was possible. I think this is very flawed as much of what I initially desired in life was not necessarily what I really valued. Also much of what I genuinely valued was often degraded by others close to me or promoted as inaccessible.

So these days I am more than ever reaching out for what I desire and doing all I can to make my desires a reality. A healthy and aesthetically pleasing appearance is one desire that is important to me. Becoming more secure, humble and warm is also something of great importance and passion for me. I believe that when all aspects of the self are in balance we can achieve unlimited fulfillment in life.

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1461x2183px 618.97 KB
Make
NIKON CORPORATION
Model
NIKON D200
Shutter Speed
10/1600 second
Aperture
F/7.1
Focal Length
80 mm
ISO Speed
100
Date Taken
May 26, 2014, 10:41:24 AM
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Kedori's avatar
You are a true inspiration, my friend!  For not only being determined to push yourself to look the way you want to, but also for your appreciation of the women that do the same.  Thanks for sharing.